pain

i keep on asking myself.. what happened to you lately? whats wrong with yourself? wheres you mind now? i wish someone can tell me whats wrong with my mind. so that i wont get lost and also confused. i tried not to go along with the pain. but it keep on bothering me like wherever i go it keep on questioning me. and the most painful thing is that, even one simple question i didnt know what to answer.. isnt that crazy? currently i face so many difficulties in life. so hard you know, and its even hard to face it alone.. but what to do. i do have alots of friends. so yeaah.. i should be strong.. i mean, i really should. :)